Ameen Posted August 29, 2007 The Feeling: Reminiscing on the feeling The feeling of joy mixed with misery Confusion with an ounce of delusion I was overtaken by the feeling spoken by many before me I was a victim to endless thoughts, Like an inmate, I was forced to meditate on the feeling that overpowered me like a great army I was a solider with a strong sword but with no shield Going up against an army that was full of men who were ready to fight until the end But my sword could only defend me from so many And without a shield, how could I survive and so I was overtaken by the feeling I was down and out Like a boxer in the third round of a heavy weight fight So now I reach for the pen and I write I’m a natural born solider, Created to never say, “I don’t care” Unless I’m standing in front of the enemy and yet I was conquered by the feeling The feeling that has left me with one everlasting memory The memory of the days of joy But now those days have passed and finally I’m free from the disease that entrapped me Entrapped me within my own body, Within my own mind In particular, Within thoughts that this feeling would last forever However that was foolish Foolish of me to think the feeling could last forever Knowing the existence of the creation would come to an end So I sat down with my soul and we made amends in addition to a treaty The treaty stated my principles to exist The treaty stated we will never be conquered We will never appear weak nor will we fail Therefore we will never taste defeat With the condition that we believe Belief in the unseen Belief in the lord of all the Worlds Belief in the decree Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
