My Destiny

[Ameen]

My Destiny:

 

 

Daybreak brings about a new day, perhaps my last

My lack of obedience has caused my heart to suffer pain

The shaitan whispers evil thoughts that pour over me like rain

If I succeed than I was able to control the evils within me

And if I fail, I’m just another pond in history

Forgotten I shall be

 

I’m up against an enemy that is massive in strength

The likelihood of defeat is apparent in sight and scent

But my arrogance on the battlefield has caused me to hold still

Remain strong and strive to fight until I meet my end

 

My destiny awaits me behind those mountains

My fears have been defeated by my courage now it time to go forth

The decree had me created to fight the righteous fight

I kiss my mother on her head and promise I will return to her tomorrow

Making no intention to return to her while we still in this world

 

A man only has his word and my covenant must be fulfilled

My body feeling tense,

Afraid of what my hands have spent forth of uncountable sins

I ease the tension felt in my heart through salat

I must face my end while my heart is attached to no man

So I turn my focus to Allah and desperately try to make amends