NomadicQueen Posted November 1, 2005 I wish you thought of me Thoughts of my flesh waking u in a sweat Sweat mixed with tears…intense loss of us Us two, a future we’d discuss Plans, plots, schemes, now dust But don’t blame me You’ve made your choice...none at all No word no explanation Leaving me to deduct and add…a lab full of failed experimentations What a flawed and confusing picture If only you were here with your red pen I’d awe, standing behind you as you add color to my black and white My curator and critic Only you deny me the pang of an unflattering review It’s not so much the denial, but that you urged me EXPLORE! Now what I’ve seen cannot be unsung Your words, tap rooted to my core violently unearthed What’s left is left…once priceless now cents I will add the value X 10 and replenish my till My jar will be bountiful With strength enough to slap away your unloving, bandit hands. YES! I am the girl that cried RAPE! Forcible entry into my soul. Uninvited at start...now barren without. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites