Fouzia_Bella Posted February 27, 2004 What do I see when I think of you, honestly speaking, it ain’t picture perfect But lets talk a lil’ more and discuss this topic and how it’s affect has caused so much neglect and disrespect. It might get quite deep at a certain point of time but it’s something I need to get on paper and ink. Breath, let me think You claim that you care When you really scare They say you’re suppose to love, protect and nourish, but instead I see hatred and disgust In reality, you’re brutal and unjust In your eyes, I see evil and fear I always wondered to myself if you could ever be sincere But the same old curses and insensitive words I hear Sometimes I’d wish to my death bed I was near So I would no longer shed a single tear. It must really make you feel that much better to toy with my self-esteem Make me yell and scream only because you think you’re supreme Oh yes, you do love me, but everyone has their unique way of showing, your way must be the hard way Okay, Kick me and spite on me, no worries, remember I am just an insignificant tiny spec Brought into this world just to be, not only mentally but also physically wrecked Keep trying, maybe one day you’ll have the satisfaction of convincing me I was a mistake Oh god, I am trapped in a never ending nightmare, will I ever awake? You’re just a human imitation of a poisonous sneak Am I not a human being created by the all mighty Allah who deserves a peace of mind? One thing I know for certain is a peace of mind I will never find Especially around you All those nights I cried myself to bed, wishing the only person I loved more then life itself was still alive Laying wide awake in the middle of the night, even if the clock read five Will I ever survive? I never knew you can dislike someone so passionately Most of the time, trying to clutch on to ma sanity Stop comparing me to others, stop using my flaws to make me feel like dirt Only if you knew how much it hurt Sometimes you actually have me believing I certainly am worthless and pointless It hurts in the pit of my stomach to think how dumb and clueless You judge me to be, But on my behalf, I strongly disagree When I seal my eyes shut at night, I sleep with the screams in my ears As I doze off, my loved one appears And I am set free of all fears, that’s when I start to cheer When my eye lids part, I am brought back to reality, with the green eyed monster by my side i can run my fastest, yell ma loudest, but i can't no longer hide. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
J.Lee Posted March 4, 2004 I never knew you can dislike someone so passionately Most of the time, trying to clutch on to ma sanity Stop comparing me to others, stop using my flaws to make me feel like dirt Only if you knew how much it hurt Sometimes you actually have me believing I certainly am worthless and pointless It hurts in the pit of my stomach to think how dumb and clueless Long but well worth the read, though you just need to break the rhyme sequence within the sentence so the lines don't end up longer than the one before it What do I see when I think of you, honestly speaking, it ain’t picture perfect But lets talk a lil’ more and discuss this topic and how it’s affect has caused so much neglect and disrespect. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
