_-My Departure-_

[Supafly]

Peep this

 

I've realized it now, this place, it's not where i belong

And though i'm forced to stay here, think of me as already gone

I reached out for help yet you all leaned on my shoulders

And now you wonder why i've become so much colder

 

It's too late for excuses, none of you understood me or attempted

I'm tired of playing games, it's time to grow up and stop pretending

I can't rely on others you only helped to hold me back

Hold down my aspirations, faith in me, you all seemed to lack

 

So why should i support you and the mistakes that you made

When all you do is use me for what i always gave

A shoulder to cry on, a leaning post when you were fallin

I have no more reason to be here, so why even try to stall it

[NIN_NOOL]

I feel ya bro,i get them days too ,days when you feel like the whole world is on youre shoulders

Trying not to fade away

Straying too close to the edge

Dealing and weaving

with these Demons

wearing me discouraging me

Weakening me

 

Trying not to fade away

Rocking too close to the edge

Trying to keep my focus

Holding on to my hope

Fighting the drudgery

Of trying to cope

 

Trying to stay

On that positive vibe

And not get flipped

On the other side

Feeling like a magnet

Being drawn to the ledge

Shaking myself back

From the edge.

 

Trying, trying and still trying

To shine a light out of the darkness

To provide support for our young warriors

As I put the words out.

I know the demons are watching (see)

 

I will not let them weaken me

 

I am an instrument. As I play a tune

To our people to keep the struggle.

Keep the faith

Our days are numbered

One day the youth got to take our place

They need someone to pave the way

Some one to shine a light

And help them stay clear of that edge.

That some one is you SOLDIER.

 

Peace.