I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THIER ADVICE! Especially Khayr and Jidaway, what you said made me think, and when I see how blessed I am, walaahi I praise ALLAH! I am so happy I posted this topic, and got these wonderful replies, I am feeling much better.Shyhem, prozac I wouldn't perfer, but thanks! We all have our problems, I ask Allah to guide everyone to the right path, to help with our struggles, to help satan from derailing our path. I guess being young for me adds to some pressures I have.No Body is perfect, but I will try to the best of my ability to strive to keep in my heart the true meaning of this life.No one will live forever, and I now realize that Allah is testing me, so that I may get a chance to be a better muslims. You guys are right that Exam, uhhh...well there's one more left 4 me to kick Butt -----peaczzz--------