"i know this lady who used to go to dugsi with me and her name, i cant mention,it starts wit S., figure it out urself. All i know is that every time ma macalin called her name, he used to look down and yell at us for snickering. i cant believe some ppl would name their daughters such names, la ilaah ila laah"......looooooooooooooooooooool let me guess since u didn't want to mention it ..i dont' think is crime saying names like that com on it is someones name u know.........SHUUN..lool some people name their daughters those names i wonder wat it means to them caz i dont' think it means wat it means to us to them ..if ya know where iam coming from

Day by Day Floating down the river of life, A raft my only shelter, My clothes my only possessions, I ponder my predicament. Did I throw my life away, Did life throw me away, Did I lose the life I had, Did my life change on me? What happened to the days past, What happened to my life as it was, My arms lie empty when they once were full of love, Thoughts of happiness are now thoughts of survival. Each day I struggle on, Each night I sleep crying for the life i throw it away, Each breath is like my last, Each dream is a nightmare. I feel I have no face... no shadow.. no substance I am meaningless nothing a faceless entity In which even my shadow ignores I feel I have neither heart nor soul or else i would have poured it out to you... if you had asked.. I feel that the space I take up Is devoid of my existence The solitary tear that I shed Has no cheek upon which to fall

I Live No More Life in its madness, Killed my soul... The eternal hope within my heart, Gone, alive no more Bitter laughter hides the pain of broken dreams and shattered hopes of weakness and self pity The void, all welcoming feeding from my tears of sadness The light of life all but gone I live no more But my tears will exist for eternity For all to see, for all to know I gave up my faith for twisted passion A never ending nightmare Spiritually dead... A black void Cavorting with nothingness I feel I have no face... no shadow.. no substance I am meaningless nothing a faceless entity In which even my shadow ignores I feel I have neither heart nor soul or else i would have poured it out to you... if you had asked.. I feel that the space I take up Is devoid of my existence The solitary tear that I shed Has no cheek upon which to fall