HOMELESS THOUGHT
it's crazy men
i feel helpless
got out of shape
feel like am on a zigzag lane
when my mind changes
to make a plan
i don't know
am just writing now
maybe it might help
maybe not
if not?
then wat!
another plan
no wonder they say, life is not fair
doctor stay with, but wait,
wat is it with me?
u prolly thinking am talking to a doctor, but am not, this is just how ma mind work, just like to think and imagin the way thingz r,
i hope
someone is out there,
who can feel me,
hope one day to meet,
don't mind if it's opposite G.z
i hope
one day, i will make thru
and help those who r willin to do the same too
am confused,
i got used to the mood, cuz
it relax's me about the whole day stress
and by then, my mind is jam
dat shyt will fak up ma brain,
i though i will end up raigun,
but then,
am trapped
like a bird a cage,
don't know wat to do anymore,
feelin like am all squeezed in,
am crayin,
inside me,
no body sees it,
but i do,
when da bird is cryin,
cryin to go free
nobody seez dem,
am just like that,
the worst of all,
am livin in da third world
da worst in all, am kind of scared, loughin at the same,cuz,
i don't know wat is goin to happen next,,
hi,
how r u?
i like u?
wat is it with u?
why u ingorin me??
oh, i guess am smellin bad ha?
got nasty thingz on ma back,
u is lucky,
u is got yo dad,
i wish i had ma dad hea,
so that,
he could get the dirt off ma back,
yes,
i would appreciate that,
to GOD
for givin me that,
and u wouldn't ignore me like that,
just a little respect,
i prefer that,
is all about the homelezz thought,,
am writing too much,
even da pen, little ink left in it,
cuz my thinkin and thought is kinda expression to me,
atlast,
i thought da pen was bleedin, cuz of how i grap and write..cuz I. believe..HOMELEZZ is THOUGHT..