Shyhem: I don't do .... from the high I would get from meth I can get that from coffee...or a double espresso with a chocolate bar. and of course sleep deprivation Nor am I a shemale.... more like a tranny hello! get it right! we trannys have been around longer than those phony shemales Aux: art hmmm.... it can be....like a

thank you for the warm welcome Zephyrine

Bishaaro: Your screen name is my name... you are another me.... yeah stepping in worms can be pretty gross the sqiushy feeling on a shoes is a bit *shivers* gross lol thats a funny image... I just had this mental picture of you playing hopscocth to your car you don't like worms I take it? they taste good in chocolate chip cookies believe me... mmm mmm extra protein!

But besides the rain being very refreshing today.... There is this restlessness that lingers over the summer. It just happens to spiral around the summer season catching me unawares and throwing me into nights of ennuii and sleeplessness. What is it about the summer that makes me laziliy restless and blank? In the other seasons I am a well of ideas and creative projects.... thats when I do my best studio work..... but during the summer I am as dry as a riverbed in the drought season when it comes to my art work. Even taking a short walk today I couldn't focus on a train of thought everything seemed to spiral inward and out and explode and implode. A million thoughts were going through my head and I could not concentrate on one before it became a fleeting image. My day has been off to a strange start. I decided to quit smoking as I only have two ciggerettes left. And I fell like I woke up from an intense night of dreaming that streched into the day. I still feel like I'm dreaming........ dream walking in my sleep as the day stretches, yawns and rolls over into the night what is it about the month of august that makes me feel fuzzy around the edges.

I know its a friday to day but it dosen't quite feel like one. It has been raining all day.... and its not heavy dropping rain but little trickles of rain on a warm day. I wish it would start pouring..... ah well I guess I should stop looking a gift horse from God in the mouth I like the rain.... who am I kidding I love the rain.... especially a good downpour And to me there is nothing like the smell of the sidewalk after a downpour.... that earthy scent of dirt and fresh earth with a moist dewey smell. Its very refreshing.

gender is only what you feel....... human sexuality is infinite and it goes beyond the male female physical of a penis or a vagina which is what a lot of people base gender on. and another thing about gender is its cultural the notions behind it and what is associted with it. What does male stand for.... or what represents males... it varies from place to place as is with female....... now sex on the other hand is the physical of what you are born with a penis... or a vagina... or both..... as for male or female concerning myself....I am both and neither

I'm an ciyaal bondheere born and bred

ciid wanagsaan walalyaalo or ciid muubarak....happy ciid...

Especially since with the 4000 students...there's no one I can talk to in somali And since when has it come down qouting people on random thoughts and taking the intention behind their random thought way out of context and questioned...for something as innocent and shy as I should go up to her and say hi...whatever happened to friendly salams with no alterior motive except maybe the prospect of friendship ( you don't ever remember having those thoughts back in grade school before puberty hit and sexualized erverything in some of our minds)

Originally posted by Mohamed nuur: quote:Originally posted by Kreepy Kid: There's this Somali girl I keep seeing at my school....I notice her among all the others cause shes the only other somali girl in my school...besides myself.... I should go up to her and say hi.... but what excuse would I have for starting a conversaion with her? iska waran somaali miya tahaay?...oh what a coincidence so am I and were both muslim nd we both walk and talk and breathe in oxygen and breathe out carbn dioxide...I see a beautiful future for us as friends... As friends or .................................. if you read my muddeled random thought carefully you will notice I said as friends because there are no other somalis in my school besides this girl. In a school of 4000 students all art and design students...she is the only other somali person...everyone else is everything else... with the majority of white. So theres no one I can feel at home with like my family. To talk to in somali or to eat with my hands or to say ramadan kariim to and eid mubarak....sigh...I miss going to school in a somali area...theres none of that at home feeling...here And yes as friends if I wanted to be more than friends or whatever else your foul thoughts were...I would balantly say so.

There's this Somali girl I keep seeing at my school....I notice her among all the others cause shes the only other somali girl in my school...besides myself.... I should go up to her and say hi.... but what excuse would I have for starting a conversaion with her? iska waran somaali miya tahaay?...oh what a coincidence so am I and were both muslim nd we both walk and talk and breathe in oxygen and breathe out carbn dioxide...I see a beautiful future for us as friends...

jacalbaro it's castellano (latin american spanish which is so much more different than Spain spanish) <----- in accent in pronounciations in the way the language flows together Spain spanish sounds funny and choppy

Raula I'm already old seriously don't let the boyish good looks fool you I'm really 9000 years old and besides after you reach 7000 you start going deaf anyways....so I'm blind and going deaf what a great combination

that's effing gorgeous!

Gaurdian and Protector: I like my glasses.... they have this unusaul shape and they take up half my face..... its the crazy crack baby effect I'm going for

Hola= hi come te illamas?= what's your name como estas= how are you? que pasa= whats wrong? te quiro= I like you te amo= I love you no me gusta= I don't like.... eres loco?= are you crazy? hiyo tu madre= son of a beach (you know what I mean) yo abreco tu= I hate you perdon= I'm sorry gracias= thank you de nada= your welcome I have to sleep on it= tengo constaraldo mi almohada

^^^^^ LOL! lacag maan ka hadaay...lol I know...a lot of people find me creepy...its just a part of who they think they see....I guess thats just how I come off (while weilding a bloody knife) <------- I can't imagine why ...just like how you came off as a wadad to me... Yeah it was getting kinda personal.... between both of us Apology accepted Nabad Galyo

femme fatale: LOL! don't make fun of those with the coke bottle glasses and bulgy eyes ...I'm one of those people!....( ah man another person to add to my to kill list!) that is very true...the general connotations we have in our heads of what we think of certain people....glasses=smart....old=wise....bother=annoy..... although its sad that we have to alter ourselves from what we are comfortable with.... in order to get a job... or to be taken seriously.... Legend of Zu: lol! I always laughed at that too ...like a pair of glasses can really change who I am...it just changes how I look.... just like with super man and clark kent ...he becomes a totally different person ...just with a pair of glasses..... hopefully no one will catch my drift that I am superman (takes glasses off and flies away to save the world)

Inabtii if I had the luxury of time, you would be one of the Kreepy species I diagnose but time isn't on my side nor is your good will at the moment. It's funny how everyone thinks they could diagnose people nowadays... using pop culture psychology to understand the human psyche. How do you know I'm not pretending to be a kreepy kid? ...just like you could be pretending to be a wadad.... It's funny how your posts are all very preachy towards deen and the prophet in general. However, you can't practise what you preach.... So two can play at that pop culture psychology game..... and I could say..... actions speak louder than words... your the preachy type ...you should know this Oh and by the way I was speaking for myself thank you very much!...however I was also speaking on behalf of other people through observations of course... when most people say we...they generally mean I because they see themselves reflected in other people. And only in the reflection do they then see what it is they hate soo much about themselves in those people ....Like my grandma use to say the camel does not see his own hump.... Actually this happen when I was watching an arabic soap opera. :rolleyes: <----- same difference...it still came to you when you were least expecting it. Lool No offence you still come off Kreepy. <------------None taken I mean to come off as kreepy..... Very Articulate for a Kreepy Kid. how do you know I'm a kreepy kid just be calling myself that? ...you call yourself silence...however, you don't seem like the silent type to me... anyways nabad galyo

You sound like an advocate so why don't you do humanity a favour and have no kids and I'll have 4. My two and your two. lET ME ASK YOU A QUESTION: How do you know I'm gonna be a part of a couple? or how do you know I'm not infertile..and instead of having a husband replace him with a kid.... or how do you know in general? the answer is you don't know... I think it's pretty funny that you don't know me, but yet you try to analyze me. You don't know what my ideals are... or my thoughts on marriage and children are.... You automatically assumed I want to have two children because I made the proposal of every couple should have two children each. Well I'll have you know I plan on adopting as much kids as possible..... And if you really want to have four kids( my two and your two) I'm not gonna stop you. Go ahead keep breeding I say, go acquaint yourself with David Sazuki, the environmentalist. I don't need to acquaint myself with him. I'll have you know David Suzuki is my father....and I'm his illegitamate son. Inabti maxad ka hadlaaysa baal, :rolleyes: there is nothing complex about your opinion. One the dictionary defintions of complex is something that consists of an interconnected or interwoven part. Another definition is something that consist of two or more units. <---------------- think about it I never said my opinion was complex I said my humour was. Maybe you just fail to see the complexity of my humour...because you can't identify with it. I should marry you off to my bestfriend. Wow! we got into a simple debate of differing opinions and already you are arranging my marriage ....to your best friend nonetheless...I don't know how to feel about that one. He is Sarcastic, complex and self-depreciating like you say. A true advocate, for what I dunno man? We are all self-depreciating in some ways...most of the times we are our own biggest critic. Nothing we do ever being good enough for ourselves, but other people may find it the most amazing thing in the world. Sarcasm just like self depreciation is something we are all capable of as well. A lot of the times people might say something outrageous or ask a absurd question... and we make fun of them in our heads. It's improper to think thses thoughts out loud...and impolite. Thus, when I make these self depreciating jokes of people around me and myself included. Or when I make sarcastic observations that are concerned for the world...but taking the concern to an extreme somtetimes.....I'm saying exactly what a lot of other people are thinking but are afraid to say and poking fun at it. So my defense for people that are sarcastic and self depreciating they are usaully making fun of themselves and the world they live in by saying exactly what they are thinking without filtering the information...and adding a bit of humour to it. On a serious note, even if your intention is to have 2 kids, your destiny will always over-shadow your believe's. What your meant to have is given at a certain time. Now am thinking of an arabic proverb....lost it I guess. Theres a lot of truth to that statement. My grandma always wanted to have many kids she only had two ...a boy and a girl. However for me what my idea regarding destiny is. There is destiny like an underlying guide that holds your hand and takes you to many roads. Then lets go of your hand and leaves you to decide what choices you want to make in life...by what road you would take. I'm sure that Arabic proverb will return to you when your least expecting it. You'll be in a public washroom and it will hit you like a revelation. Oh and by the way My signature is intended to be creepy so that it can match my name....hence enforcing the image of me being a kreepy kid...

[QB] ]It's like you never heard of Islam. If so, then you don't comprehend it.QB] My comprehension of islam isn't what's at question here. The question of the topic is condoms ...what do you think?....basically asking for my opinion. Which is what I stated. If you don't agree with it, then thats too bad for you .... I wasn't getting into the religious aspect of my opinion I was getting into the aspect that is concerned for the existance or the de-existance of humankind by our over-population crisis. And a way to tackle and solve this epidemic. I know I sounded harsh in my strong and very opinionated statement towards Somalis and their numbers of children. However, I was making a dry and obvious sarcastic joke about people and the world we live in. Pretty much poking fun at Somalis in relation to the world in relation to myself. So in poking fun of a heavy situation and making light of it...by trivilializing my ideals and making fun of myself. If you couldn't catch my complex humour made up of self- depreciation, humourous and insightful observations... and an underlying paradoxically cynical, but cheerful view on things...then I'm sorry it went completely over your head. I'll have to try harder to communicate it next time...I promise! I personally know first hand, what it's like to be the only child in a household. Not your walk in the park. And I personally know what its like to be 1 child out of 12 children. Beleive it or not thats not all its cracked up to be either. And besides whats the point of having soo much kids in one family when there are plenty of unwanted children in the world. Many countries populations is made up of unwanted children. We live in a world where wealth and resources are uneqaully distributed. One side of the world being imensely wealthy and having plentiful resources. Whereas the other side is living in widespread poverty and little or no resources are the backbones of their countries...even continets sometimes. I think it's not only unjust how a person could have a a 3 course lunch where in another part of the world a family would survive off of that for a month. What I'm trying to communicate here is I think every couple when they get married should have 2 kids each. Think about it it will help the world heal in the long run from the over-population crisis. <----------- This is what I was trying to communicate in my scenario/skit of Farax and Xalimo who just got married.. in a sarcastic and humourous way...but if you didn't get my sarcasm...that's something I don't want to elaborate on....because it usaully points itself out...

The person with the glasses is kinda like the butterfly, nobody ever suspects them. Theres an old slogan that goes in the lines of nobody ever suspects the butterfly. Butterflies, these beautiful creatures are seen as too beautiful and light to ever do any bad. The idea behind the butterfly is it can get away with murder and mayheim and no one would ever think it was the butterfly who commited these heinous acts. You can apply this frail-innocent beauty full of good or naivety to certain groups of people. Such as people with baby faces who usaully get labelled innocent, like the butterfly, they get away with a lot. The ones that get away with even more wrongdoings are people who wear glasses. Since, I have a baby face(I swear I look like I'm 12! the face, the body everything about me screams 12 year old) and I happen to wear glasses I get away with a lot. I can make the stupidest remark knowingly with my glasses on and people will think I have a cynical, but paradoxical way of looking at things and poking fun at them. However, I take my glasses off and say the same outrageous remark with the same hint of sarcasm. Now, since I longer have my glasses on, I'm just another retard. The sarcasm is completely ignored and they take my silly remark literally. If I make a funny face with my glasses on...I'm being deep and profound by being silly as well as smart. However, if I take my glasses off and make that same funny face....I'm automatically slow or insane...or just being retarded. People have told me with my glasses I look very professional, sophisticated, intelligent and I know what I am doing and what I want out of life. Without my glasses I'm this regular average or under average joe schmo that doesn't know s_ _ _t. My glasses create this illusion of sophistication, maturity, professionality as well as the much coveted intelligence. I've gotten jobs based on my wearing glasses (the professional aspect they see in the glasses I guess) where if I were to go to the interview without my glasses I wouldn't get the job. It's sad to think that something so simple as a pair of glasses can alter people's perception of me. When I put my glasses on I'm smart automatically. Without them I have to be twice as smart and twice as funny. When I take them off I'm no longer seen as intelligent ( I am lacking glasses)...I'm just seen as average. The point that I was trying to get at with this mad rambling of an observation is: For innocence, just like everything else, we have general stereotypes. Because I am clean-looking no tatoos and non-threatning to most people. I'm seen as innocent. I also embody the glasses and the 12 year old looking aspect of innocence. Because of this I can get away with tons of foolishness , silliness and crimes against humanity. My glasses create an illusion of 10% naive and frail innocence and 90 % witty and profound intelligence. Which can be bad or good depending on what side you look at. If you look at the down side you are stuck in a label or stereotype. Being this person who's automatically intelligent no matter what they do. Which is good because no matter what idiocy you commit..you'll be considered a genius even when your not. Even if you need glasses because you have bad vision which you got from staring at the sun for too long. People will still think your intelligent without ever getting to know you. It's funny something so small that's essential to how I see, by helping me see, is what other peoples ideas are built out of in relation to me. By just looking at me. So, when I bought my glasses (The frames being $90 and the lenses being free) I didn't just purchase a pair of glasses for $90. I bought the illusion of intelligence, profound humour and witty charm with the glasses. All for the good price of $90. I think that's a pretty good deal, profound humour alongside the illusion of intelligence for $90....what I mean to say by all of this is I can't afford to look like an fool all the time. ------------------------------------------------- This is an article I wrote in my journal last night in the wee hours of the morning. If the article wasn't straightforward enough on how we make automatic and altered assumptions of people based on asscioation to general perceptions and stereotypes. Then, I apologize for my muddled way of thinking. So what are your thoughts on this topic? replies anyone?

Originally posted by Legend of Zu: What About Guy's After Shaves/colognes??? does that say anything about them? Kreeepy.....U creeeepy kyd!!!..u remind me of er' Cinderella!!!..heheheh....dusty/dirty..but bloody gorgeous with lil make over eh? Salaamaat Cinderella! what a terrible thing to do compare me to a disney character... especially a disney princess! A blonde helpless damsel in distress...who sits on her rear-end and waits for her prince charming to rescue her from her harsh reality. Who has problems with the women in her family...but puts all of her trust in a fairy tale prince. She dosen't defend herself in any way against the personal attacks she gets making her even more meek dormant and asking for abuse in some ways. <----------- come on she deserved it... if you can't defend yourself your asking for it...by not asserting your strength... asserting your weakness instead...so my theory is abuse the weak You mean that Cinderella the one that has all the qaulities I stand against as a super feminist disney hater lol! what a horrible swing at my and raging anger over this issue! <--------- you just provoked it some more... while making me laugh at the situation ...in being mistaken for a disney character when I'm anti disney. As well as being mistaken for a meek helpless damsel in distress. When I'm the complete opposite of this by being a very intimidating and scary person who is an ultra radical feminist and idealist. Yeah, guys after shaves and colognes says about them that they are covering a stench...just like girl's perfumes.

I'm sorry to sound harsh, but I think Somalis in general could make a very good use of condoms. with families of 6,7,8,9,10 or even a gajillion bajilllion kids... its like they never heard of condoms or something. And these are usaully the married couples. Well it's very nice of them to think of the world we live in. It's bad enough it was already over populated with 6 billion of us and over 200 countries. Farax: "Now, when I marry you I want to start my own country and over populate the earth even more." Xalimo: "Oh Goody Golly Gosh! I always wanted 100 million kids" I can understand their mentallity of children being blessings from Allah that a lot of Somalis have. But, do you really want a million blessings being in one family...they come with their own curses you know.

Originally posted by Legend of Zu: Biased!!...grrrrr :mad: .. Lets say I can detect the undetecable , can read the hidden codes and definately can smell the fairies from afar. Salaamaat [/QB] detect the undetectable? are you a detecive or something? or a private investigator? I thought my foul body odour made me smell more human.