Instantly after every prayer make dua to your creator after all non can heal other then him. And just be conscience that everything happens 4 a reason and maybe kheyr baa kugu jiray, and most luckly he wasnt right for you.ALLAH knows best sister and as a muslimah its best to have sabir and put ur trust in ALLAH. Preserve ur respect and dignity, practise ur deen and in no time allah will reward u a more deserving and obedient brother that wont let ur feet touch the ground lol. Good luck,SalamAleikum