Ameen, ameen thumma ameen jazakallahu khair to all of you for all your duas and comments may allah bless you all in return with whatever good your hearts desire. This really helped me alot alhamdulilah, please continue to keep me in your duas insha allah. As'salamu alaykum wa rahmatulah

Something like that @sir Qalbi, anyways jazakallahu khairan to all of you.

Day and night all i think about is marriage, i have taken every avenue trying to find a husband to no avail. I don't know if guys are turning me down because of my condition or maybe allah is punishing me for reasons unkown to me even though since i was a teenager i practised and followed allahs commands so that i may earn his love. This is really making me so depressed. I wish allah would just give me sabr and eman if its not decreed for me to get married. Please brothers and sisters keep me in your duas.

You want a woman that is noticed by other men?.. Iish, than i suggest you start looking for a non muslim woman because no muslim woman at least not a normal muslim woman would want to be looked at by a non muhrim.

Whatever my mom cooks i'll eat.