I want you to know without doubt
you given me so much and without regards i have possessed all that you have
you have waited too long for peace and harmony now i am longing for those days of joyfulness
now it is my turn to repay you
i know that bridge is burned but Please don't let me be lost
my soul is empty and i am petrified in dreams
for all the pain and the suffering that i cost you
my children are vanished and i have no future
Please forgive me my BELOVED country which you have never done me wrong.
this from FB.
This is my letter to the world,
That never wrote to me,
The simple news that Nature told,
With tender majesty.
Her message is committed
To hands I cannot see;
For love of her, sweet countrymen,
Judge tenderly of me!
By Emily Dickinson
I uploaded,downloaded,upgraded and even downgraded,but my heart is beating like a dial up
My speech is slow like I am verbally constipated
My thoughts are random like I have a Trojan virus
but my brain is running like a supercomputer
what could this be? Is my soul crashing like a hard drive? should I just scrap it like an old computer?
Never went to a pub,
Nor bought a liquor
Yet my legs are reeling like I am a drunken fool
This infinite of drunkenness is definitely LOVE.
I am so proud to say tipsy with love.
Blame it on the neighbor kid when you fail to do your job
Blame it on the western when you don’t set an example
Blame it on the surwaal when u wearing see through
Blame it on the wes..wes..Western
They wonder why their kids lie
When they lying to the welfare to gain couple of $$$
Why yell to the kids when father is nearly never home
And you are on the phone talking about other people’s kids
Letting your 15 years daughter in charge of the other children
Blame it on the neighbor kid when you fail as parent
Blame it on the TV you’re the one paying the bill
Blame it on system when you let the system feed your family.
Blame it on economic when you choose souk istaag
Blame it on the wes..wes..wes..wess. .western culture
When you failed as a parent.
I uploaded, downloaded, upgraded and even downgraded,
But my heart is beating like a dial up
My speech is slow like I am verbally constipated
My thoughts are random like I have a Trojan virus
But my brain is running like a supercomputer
yet,i can not comprehend like my memory is full
How could this be? Is my soul crashing like a hard drive?
Should I just scrap it like an old computer?
days gone by
years seem to vanish
though you have been long gone
i carry you in my thoughts
i feel you touch when you are million miles away
i hear your voice through my hart beat
i small your scent when ever the wind blows
i try to forget you and my heart starts to crash
i can not free my self from this obsession
how could i when my soul is lost in you.
I am trying to feel anything other than this pain of numbness
My soul,
My heart
My joy
My dreams
Have perish with this heartless man
I can’t laugh,
I can’t cry,
I can’t sleep
I can’t think
I can’t even complete a simple poem; it is like my life is cut in short….
please help me to put end to this thoughtless thinking of you.
Just the only one I wish would have stayed
Just for a couple of laughs
Just for a couple of hugs,
Just for a couple of kisses
You held me a minute nearly a decade ago,
And I am paying a hefty price to this day.
A hefty price of sorrow… sleepless…waiting and the thought of unwanted…unbidden
The thought of you not benign in my life push me into the darkness
Should I save my self or should I die?
I should save my self for the man whom I love
Just in case he calls, I want to be there to take him call.
Just the only one I wish would have stayed
Just for a couple of laughs
Just for a couple of hugs,
Just for a couple of kisses
You held me a minute nearly a decade ago,
And I am paying a hefty price to this day.
A hefty price of sorrow… sleepless…waiting and the thought of unwanted…unbidden
The thought of you not benign in my life push me into the darkness
Should I save my self or should I die?
I should save my self for the man whom I love
Just in case he calls, I want to be there to take him call.